for whom the bitch tolls

ahhhh life is a stressful jumble.

meredith was home this weekend and its so good to know that we will always be besties. we are never different when we come back together. and i do be lovin my harrison all da time.

school is ahhhh. i have the rally this friday and i am so excited to see my riverside peeps. and then next weekend is southern!! its been creeping up on me! but im so stoked for that too!!!!

i have the SAT saturday then i have to go straight to the theatre where i will be late for the clean up day. and im the prez!!! gurgggg. so wish me luck (and a 1200)

i just watched the latest episode of gossip girl and i just have to say that it is the best show on the face of the planet. the next new episode isnt for two weeks and i'm absolutely livid! the commercial for it looked amazing. but ahhh, enough about a tv show.

im going to bed. tomorrow i have to pick up a ton of breakfast items from ingles plus finish revising my essay (and by finishing i mean starting) that is due tomorrow. then i have work and rehearsal. and since i have rehearsal i'll be missing the daniel volleyball game. urggg! this pat shull bitch better be glad im dedicated. 

ahhh i love my life.

No. 12 laugh out loud

i have just had one of the funniest experiences of my life happen to me. so im coming home form a friends dance party and i pas by a gas station thinking "oh it'll be fine i can make it home." so right as i pass it my car shuts down. crap crap crap. so i pull i swift u turn, trying to get back to the gas station and my car hits the curb and stops in the middle of oncoming traffic. fuck fuck fuck. so i call my mom and not even thirty second later my friend melle pulls up and asks me what is wrong. i tell her and then not even thirty second later another car full of boys comes by and hops out of the car like in the old superhero cartoons and start pushing my car toward the gas station. 

now every time i pass by someone pushing a car i cant help but laugh. but now i have a newfound appreciation for the pushers in the world. otherwise, how else would our cars get back to the fuel station when they run out of gas. hallelujah for pickens hospitality.

i love my job. no matter how crappy the pay is or how bummed i am to go, it makes me feel so good to have known such awesome people. and not only the counselors but the kids too. 

also, harrison is home now. YAY! 

even though a lot of people are still away, i feel like im getting a sense of summer back. part of me feels complete again. and i am so happy where i am right now. 

i wouldnt have it any other way.

laugh out loud, being the last and most fitting of the title blog posts, is the best of them all. laughter is the source of all happiness, and therefore is the source of life.

No. ?

i have one more number. number 12. but i feel that this post isn't necessarily worthy of my final number.

so i feel like im transitioning very well.  i mean with the whole senior year and losing all my friends to the horrors of college. 

however today i discovered that i thought an assignment was due today when it was due YESTERDAY! im absolutely livid!! but i fricken dont want to let the teacher think that im a slacker already. teachers normally dont discover that till mid semester! 

i havent talked to harrison much anymore. i guess he's busy. but i really havent talked o meredith or emma that much. but i know theyre trying. and i dont blame them for it. plus, i'm probably just as busy as they are right now.

this week is spirit week and friday is the big easley game. i have taken off work and everything. i am going to the pep rally, then the tailgating in the senior lot, then the tailgating at legacy square, and the to the football game. 

then saturday is the youth board meeting. people better show up, cause i'm stressing. also i need to come up with a few designs for a t-shirt so that they can be voted on at the meeting. i really dont want to just decide without consulting the board. you know?

but whatever. we finally got our computer fixed and our wireless set up. yay!!

wish me love. xo

No. 11 take the last flight out

at this very moment i am typing this blog on my brand new macbook that came in the mail no less than an hour ago. ahhhh. its pretty miraculous. i'm still trying to figure all of it out.

so in the last week of my wonderful life i have done not too much. this past sunday i had to fill in for beverly as "miss myrtle" in smoke on the mountain, and if i do say so myself, i was extravagant. i mean after ALL that i have done for that theater the least they could do is pay me (jolyn will get this joke. and yes i am joking). but other than that i have just been going to school. at let me just say that my tuesday night math class is a complete dismal. all of the material is pretty simple but it is soooo boring, and no one listens to that poor woman trying to teach.

also, harrison has been an extremely bad friend through all of this mayhem. (not that he knew, or cared) but he doesnt even have the common curtosy to text back! and the only time he did text me back was when i was mad at him. i really was counting on harrison t be there for me. and what if he comes back from utah and he is completely different! whether it is for the better or the worse.

i just got a letter from meredith today. i love her. and i miss her soo bad.

emma and meredith both came home last week. i didn't get to see emma which sucked but i did get to see my merebear. 

in about twenty or so minutes i'll hve to get my butt up and go to work.

plans for this week: 

fri- go to school then work then the football game. go blue flame!

sat- i think i told someone i would do something with them but nothing pops into my head at the moment.

sun- church(prob) and then i have rehearsal at 2:00

oh and i have talked to kayla and she said that she really likes her dorm and her roommates but st. augustine just isn't the place for her. i miss her =[

to take the last flight out is when you wait for there to be some other option, some other way, before you must  decide to do what is best for you.