Saturday, February 28, 2009

woa is me

so i dont know why people think its so easy to walk in and then walk out.

ughhhh. im so frustrated. and of course its dealing with a boy. i haven really talked to many guys at all after what happened with bret over christmas. that was a real blow. and now i try again and its so easy for him to just say "its ok that i hang out with other guys that i like" and thats not really ok with me. im so lost now. 

i guess i was fine being single. i mean, i didnt have to worry about pleasing someone else.

life is going well in every aspect other than that. schools fine. works good. theaters the same. and im just rolling through.

im excited for mere and emma to come home. i like that they hang out with me. unlike some of my friends. bahhhh. im so down. 

waste of post.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

the prince of egypt.

i just got home from rehearsal, and i hit a deer. A DEER!

it tore up the front of my car. i cant even open the driver side door. why me?? why?? i think doing grease has become my curse or something. damn you F.I.R.E.

and then it dawned on me. i am experiencing the seven plagues on egypt, only in reverse order and they are being placed on me through my vehicles:

killing of the firstborn = the death of my first car

plague of darkness = the hood of the coltasac flying up on me, making me unable to see.

and now the famine, where the animals die = my car killing the animal and taking the damn blow for it.


WHATS NEXT!?! a plague of locust nest in the backseat OR perhaps my oil will be turned to blood. whatever happens, im screwed. i just have to get through this week. and while im so fricken busy i have to find time to take the car to some guy so he can assess the damage and order new parts as well as shape up the metal so i can open the damn door. shit shit shit!

ahhhh. 

Monday, February 2, 2009

and so begins the life and times of diego...

this weekend was very much fun.

friday i got a little crazy with some friends.
saturday meredith came with me to the semiformal.
and sunday i had a birthday lunch and saw foxfire.

the dance with mere was so much fun. we went to dozo before and got some poppin hibachi. we had a group of 24. i also brought cupcakes my mom made for everyone, and they were fricken delicious. kimmy and keli absolutely adore meredith. which really does mean a lot to me, you know, that my friends can all like each other and perhaps understand why im friends with the other ones... if that makes sense.

foxfire was surprisingly decent. i think i was expecting some over the top gaudy show that jimmy normally puts on. although it did have its fair share of fricken sound effects that were annoying as crap. but i sat in front of the sound box where denver and alexis were sitting. they sang quite off tune with ALL of the songs and denver kept throwing change at me but it was aiight. haha. jolyn was busy afterward so i just went home. i miss jolyn though. and all of the chelaks. even though harrisons not there i still feel that they are like a separate family. ill probably go over there sometime this week.

today i did not have school. so i left the house around 1:00 and ventured off the arbys for lunch with some friends. on the way there the hood of the coltasac flew up onto the windshield, cracking it allllllll up. i then, thankfully, made my way off of the road and tried to close the hood. it would not because it was all bent up from flying over the windshield. so i got out my ID bdage and used the landyard to tie it shut, called my grandpa, and drove it to his house, where he then drove me to arbys. i talked it over with kimmy and the group and then kimmy drove me to work. 

for the senior superlatives, most of you know that i wanted best dressed. it is what i have been trying to dress up for school all year for. turns out dustin cox got it. and not only did he get what I wanted!! but he also got most school spirit. now, at pickens you can only get one superlative. so dustin had to choose. and this whole year we all thought he wanted most school spirit, but no. he chose BEST FUCKING DRESSED! and i was pissed. so since he  chose best dressed, i was the runner up for most school spirit (i know, wtf) but i also got most likely to be famous!!! and i legitimately won most likely to be famous! so of course thats what im going to pick. and im not upset about getting it either. im really glad. but the thing is that i didnt know that there was going to be a most likely to be famous. this is the first year they did it. so maybe if i had known that i wouldnt have tried soooo hard all year to try and win best dressed. i mean i feel like all of the trouble was wasted on nothing. ughhhhh. but its whatever... I GOT A SUPERLATIVE!! woooohooo. see, i try to tell everyone that being gay isn't a damper on how you do in school or life. you have to just make the best of yourself and others will respect you for that... ahhhh....


so while i was at work i text my mother and was like "get me a cor. i dont care what it is or how expensive. just do it." and she called and said that her friends patricia's daughter laci had an explorer she wanted to get rid of for $700!! so my parents picked me up from work and we went over there and drove it and it is actually pretty nice. its a '95 eddie bauer edition explorer. and my friends kelli has one almost identical, but hers is newer and not eddie bauer. but her and kimmy named hers dora the explorer, so kimmy said i shoud name mine diego!!! is that not the cutest thing. dora and diego. and no i, like all of my friends, have an SUV. i really like it though.


so now i just watched gossip girl (sooooo goooodd) and im gonna 
catch some zz's.

ahhhhhhh. long post. (dont expect a lot of these.)

i love you guys.