i am elated that the holiday season is among us. christmas time is the most wonderful tim of the year. or at least thats what the song said.
i am so unsure of my place right now
in the hearts and minds of many people. i am very confused. i dont know what people expect or want from me. maybe im just tired. i have been out of it these past few weeks; worrying about english, and trying to go to work and the theater every day. even though i just got home from math tonight i feel so relieved to not have to be at the playhouse.
he said he mimght come friday, but her didnt. i didnt really expect him to either. but i imagined him standing there after it was over with a single rose waiting for me. a hug.
but some things are still left to the imagination. i do not know what will come of our untimely "frelationship". im tired of trying to think about it.
the play is going well though. the kids are all the time driving us crazy but honestly, i wouldnt have it any other way. it makes for good conversation, bashing the small children. perhaps i will post a picture or several on my facebook tonight.
miss me,
xoxo
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