the old man and the SAT

so i just got home from the ACT. but hold that thought.

so rehearsals started this week. and i went to one of them. haha.

but other than that i've had school and work. the play continued its second and final weekend and this entire week i have felt disjoint from the show altogether. i havent thought about the show or my lines or anything. i dont think im as stressed as i think i am. haha. i just wig out sometimes thinking about all of the stuff i have to do. 

so i got my SAT scores back and it wasnt what i wanted. i told myself that i wanted to get a 1200 and i got my scores. 1190!!!!!! eleven-fricken-ninety! i was pissed. it is utterly ridiculous.

but other than that everything has been pretty normal. me and harrison are bffls. and me and mark are soon to be engaged, married, pregnant, and growing old together. ahhh!

the future holds magnificent things!

(btw im praying for a 29 on my ACT. cross them fingers!)

the catcher in the lie

long time, no post.

i went to new orleans and it was pretty friggin awesome. the city, that is. the trip was fun but some of the people werent. i wont get into it too much but lets just say that a lie was spread and i had to be the one to put a sophomore or two in their place. if you wanna see photos go to my facebook.

the show is going well. the audiences are slim as to be expected, but it really is a quality show. i, as well as many others, am also in the next play too. its called not even a mouse and i am the gay pi-rat. our first read through is tomorrow. oh and btw, i still have next weekend of shallowford. meaning that i am being another show without even finishing the one im already doing! its ridiculous!

emma came home this weekend. and oh how i love seeing her. haha.

i dont know what to think anymore about some of my friends. i got in a bit of a tiff with my friend kelly while i was in new orleans. apparently while we were gone she got wasted and then tried to lie to all of us that were on the trip about it. and me and harrison are having a rough patch. he thinks im controlling him. ahhh. idk. i wish i could completely vent on this blog but i just cant. some things are better left unsaid.

maybe i should try the whole keeping-my-mouth-shut thing. maybe.

the hunt for red (hot men in) october

well the SAT went over pretty well. cross your fingers for a 1200!!

also the clean up day for the theater was great. the youth board is poppin this year. 

also i had an amazing time at the district rally. i think i got so wrapped up in senior year that i completely forgot how much i missed my stuco friends. i might be going to the district 5 rally this friday and then (eeeeeek) friday night we leave for southern! new orleans! eeek! im so friggin excited! hopefully i will meet some guy on this trip! i bes in need of a good man. hahaa.

we started working on our homecoming float and ya'll it is going to be straight up gangsta!!!!

also, i am still rehearsing and it is taking up alll my evenings! i mean we open next friday but there is no need for me to have to come this much. and then she got all pissy when i told her i couldnt be there on monday! im gonna be in new orleans woman! gah she be trippin! fo sho!

saturday night harrison, emma, and i had a camp out sleepover. it was eventful as they always were. we watched speed racer and then i was out like a light! i'm so glad i finally got to see emma. i missed her sooo much.

until later.

a farewell to arms... and legs... hell, take it all!

oh em gee. gas is killing me.

today school was funny. there was a little unnecessary drama and a lot of fighting!

me and kimmy threw down on the floor in stuco. haha. it was friggin hilarious.

the rally is tomorrow! i am soooooo excited! and then next weekend is NEW ORLEANS! i cant believe its all coming this fast. today when i was talking about the rally kelly said "oh itll be your last one" and i could feel the tears well up. it makes me so sad to think that such a huge part of my life will most likely be over when i graduate.

but whatever. the play is going fine i guess. the director is a little loopy but i guess she has some good ideas. =/

after rehearsal tonight i went over to the chelaks and it was pretty poppin. jolyn sure knows how to whip up some burgers. they was delicious. i love the chelaks. 

so now im supposed to be helping my mom make cookies but there really isnt anything i can do sooooooo i am typing this. haha.

emma's coming home this weekend! woo. i miss my emma love